Monday, November 30, 2009

The Simpsons

The Simpson's had and will be the best t.v. show I have ever seen. I have been watching that show since I was a little kid. Homer is just the funniest stupidest cartoon dude ever. All he does is eat and drink his beer and eat more and acts plain dumb. Bart is just rebellious and is always getting in trouble. but who cares about that, the point is that its the best show ever. Ill never get tired of the Simpson's.

Friday, November 20, 2009

Things im thankful for..

I'm thankful that I am alive and healthy, and alive.
I'm thankful that I have my family and that they care for me.
I'm thankful that I have a good home and I'm not homeless or anything.
I'm thankful that I have a good girlfriend that's there for me and cares about me and wants me to do good.
I'm thankful that I have a job.
I'm thankful that people care about me and want to help me out.
I'm thankful that I eat healthy, and dont starve to death.
I'm thankful for everything my mother has done for me, and she raised me to be a hard worker.
I'm thankful that I'm at least able to get my G.E.D and get a good education.
I'm thankful that I'm not in jail or anything for a long time for the things Ive done.
I'm thankful that god still has me here protecting me.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Thanksgiving Week.

Well lets see here for thanksgiving I have two options, It could go really good or really bad. The good thing about it is that I would be able to go home for almost a full week. I'll have the best week of my life until Christmas. If I go home I'm going to do so many things really fun things. First I'm going to spend slot of time with my family and have a good time. Then I'm going to take my girlfriend to the movies and watch 2012, and New Moon. That's not the only thing, were going to go to a party hopefully if my aunt throws one, if not we will find one. Allot of other things too that she wants to do too. Its been a month since I have been home and I'm eager to see my family, and girl.
The bad part about it is that my Thanksgiving week could be the worse ever. Well I have court on Wednesday the day before thanksgiving and I might be thrown in detention for that week. It all really depends on the judge and my probation officer. And if I'm in detention It would just ruin everything all my plans and hopes. And the Thanksgiving turkey in detention is disgusting trust me I've been there before for Thanksgiving. Well hopefully I get to go home. Pray for me please to go home or I will go crazy.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

The book were reading.

Well I think that Arnold and Rowdy look at life way differently. Well Arnold looks at life and the world with hope and full of opportunities. He wants more than just living in the reservation, and ending up like his parents. He doesn't think it's right the way the school system is and just life on the reservation. He wants to have a chance to be something in life. He sees life with hope, even though he knows its not going to be says hes willing to risk everything for a shot at success. I got to say he was a brave little fella for going to that school.
On the other hand Rowdy thinks way differently. He don't even have hope for his future. He thinks the reservation is his life and doesn't think he deserves better. What he seen as he grew up is all he knows, and doesn't see beyond that. Hes stuck with his life all messes up and and has allot of pain and hate, and I think that's one of the reasons why he doesn't have hope.

Monday, November 16, 2009

native book.

To be honest I don't have a clue why they named it that. Maybe because he left the Indian life and started a new one. Because he went to that white school and wanted to be or have a better life than the rest of the Indians. He wanted to live a better life, and leave the reservation. So he was a part time Indian until he was able to change that. Thats my guess and it pobrably don't make any sence what I just said. peace out Im going to read my book now.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Indian eservations.

The first thing that pops in my head when I hear reservation is Indian territory. Living in reservations must be hard for natives. Living in reservations from what I have heard is very poor places. There school system's are very bad they don't get all that great of an education. Life is poor and most people don't have much money or good jobs. It sounds like allot of people are alcoholics from what I have read, its common down there. It must be hard for kids and teenagers because it seems like life is rough, and if your not strong and cant take care of yourself then you would probably get picked on, or messed around with.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Move away from the place I grew up in.

Well let me tell you, I have been away from the place i grew up at. I got taken away from home and moved in with my brother in Beaverton. I went to a new school and I didn't know anyone there so that was weird for me. But after like two weeks at Sunset High I knew the whole school and made a lot of friends. Living in Beaverton was different than living at home because I hardly knew the place and knew people. I had friends but it wasn't the same as the friends I had grown up with. I did stop getting in trouble for a while because I just stayed home all day. In Cornelius I would always be out and about doing stuff.

Monday, November 9, 2009

junior

he has a big head he looks funny. I don't know I really don't remember what he looks like. He is funny though and he has a sense of humor. Hes not afraid to talk about stuff even if its embarrassing to him. Hes an Indian and was raised poor, and had a rough life.

Friday, November 6, 2009

Part time Indian.

I like the book, the guy that wrote it is a funny guy. I like the way he writes his stories, they keep me entertained. He has some humor and hes not afraid to use bad language. I like that he has drawings in his book that's cool and hes a good drawer. I also liked that story that he told about his dog that was sad. So far I like the story and I'm interested in whats going to happen next. Lets see how it feels like living in reservations and the things he went through. And I know how it feels to be very poor. Maybe not as poor as him but poor enough that we couldn't afford to take our dog to the vet.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Biggest obsticle I Overcame.

The biggest obstacle I overcame was changing my life around. Having to change the way I thought and still think sometimes. Like the criminal thinking I had, and making stupid choices without thinking twice. The fact that I was so negative and really didn't care about life, and what happened to me. I never cared about my education, and didn't want nothing to do with school. I was never responsible. I love to work but I was always getting in trouble so that I could never get a job. I was always so into the gang life that I lost sight of who I really was, and wanted to become. I would always be getting high and drunk and I got to the point where I was addicted to bud. Personally I think I have come a long way in my life, and am a better person. That would be the the hardest thing I have done in my life, and it was so hard. I'm still not perfect and haven't changed completely but I'm still working on it and I always will. Change is hard and its probably one of the hardest things someone would have to do.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

One thing that has been a big impact in my life, is me being involved with the law that I'm on probation. I have been on probation since I was thirteen. I'm on Oregon youth authority and I have been in and out of detention facilities and residential programs. Most of my teenage years I have been away from my home due to my poor choices. I'm involved with a gang and am a gang member. Another thing is that I love my family, my mother and my three brothers. One story I would tell you is about my use of substances and how i was hooked on weed and and alcohol. How it sucked and it was a crazy experience that I would never want to go back to. Also I would talk about my home town Where I grew up at, and the people I hung out around with. Crazy little experiences I went through in such a small town.

Monday, November 2, 2009

New Moon

I'm reading the twilight series and I'm on the second book. The whole time I have been reading I have been really into the book. Its a vampire story, and love story. I like the fact that there are vampires and ware wolves. There is a ware wolf and a vampire fighting over a girl that they both like. And she likes both of them and, they don't like each other there rivals. I haven't read much of the second book, but I'm very interested into whats going to happen next.